Saturday, November 21, 2009
the crazy silence.
DEDICATED TO MYSELF!
I'm staring at the glass infront of me,
Is it half empty?
Have i ruined all you've given me?
I know i've been selfish,
I know i've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That i'll do better,
I know, Yuan min, i can do better,
If u leave me tonight,
i'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me i will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink till it dies,
If u leave me tonight,
):
Sometimes i stare at myself while i'm bored,
I listen to my breathing,
Amazed how i somehow managed to,
Sweep you off your feet girl,
You perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted of what i do,
But i'll do better,
I know, yuan min, i can do better,
YUAN MIN, DONT GIVE UP!
You can do it!
Even though god doesnt want you to do it,
Then, prove it to him!
DON'T , PLEASE.
Friday, November 20, 2009
the crazy silence.
SEOUL GARDEN(:
Whole day smelled like barbeque burnt smell, disgusting piece of freaking shit! ( new phrase)
haha...
yup, had seoul garden with the netballers!(:
yup, had seoul garden with the netballers!(:
sec 1 dance, the graduating powerpoint and the poor four p6 campers helper were damn cute(:
Sat with ama,tab and nam(:
we were all so greedy and kiasu, took so much....
then end up cannot finish(: haha!
so in order not to waste food, we all squeeze everything inside, haha(:
SO FULL!!
THEN.... QUEENSWAY WITH THE SEC 2s(:
went to look for netball tee, with our name and our fav number at the back(:
we took damn long and finally we found it :D
end up at one corner corner small shop, haha(:
i'm putting
AH MIN :D
31
for my jersey(:
man, i have to be home before 6, so took cab to queenstown mrt then mrt, bus home(:
RAN ALL THE WAY BACK HOME!
quickly took a shower because i really cannot tahan the smell of the seoul garden..
went to pri sch with mum to watch sis's performance(:
went to pri sch with mum to watch sis's performance(:
saw MRS KONG when i first step in the sch,
she was like pressing my muscles, if my muscles grew bigger(: so her!
): didnt have the time to chit chat with her):
SCHOOL REALLY CHANGED!... miss the primary student of me(:
GLAD that i still rmb the sch song(: touching u know, when i heard it.. like want to cry alr):
hais.. as usual, some of the teachers dun even rmb me, haha(: guess my face really changed.
MUST REALLY VISIT MY PRI SCH WHEN I'M FREE!
thats when i'm sec 1~
haha(:
can u imagine how i looked like during my primary school days?
haha! cant imagine...
thats why, cher cannot rmb me(:
must go and say hi, then let them think first, then will rmb(:haha!
SLOW REACTION..
omg, and i totally forgotten that 2 morrow, i have to go lao shi jia for barbeque!(:
haha.. thxs shi bin for reminding me(:
or else, i will be like OMG!!!... dunno what to say(:
Thursday, November 19, 2009
the crazy silence.
Those tears that u guys drop, made me wanna drop it too!
Those moment of love in the class became the history of my life,
Those crazy moments in the school became the memorable things in my life,
SEC 2 LIFE IS FINALLY OVER!
The time i've always wanted, has became the time i wanna throw it away,
now,
things changed me,
it makes me wanna stay in sec 2 forever,
knew that its not gonna happened but i'm gonna really miss sec 2 life badly,
i dunno why but i think that sec 2 for now is like the best year of my whole entire life!
missing the class, missing the roomates, missing my teachers, missing my friends.
THIS WEEK is my last week of sch and the last week of my sec 2 life(:
there's sweet and there's sour too!
2A OF 0'8 AND 0'9
I'm really glad and thankful to have u guys in my class,
i'm really thankful!
although i'm really goin to be sad that we are gonna be seperated as we gonna be goin to diff type of class
but u guys are really gonna be my best classmates i ever had in sec 1 and 2(:
LOVE 2A really lot and lot.
We are always the class that made the teachers have headache(:
make excuses not to hand up homework, damn noisy in class, during test time also can talk(:
we will never shut our mouth up(: haha!
On the other hand, i'm really happy for u guys that we have successfully move up to sec 3(:
we had gone through thick and thins through life..
those ups and down in life(:
WELL DONE CREATURES!...
even though we guys have seperated, but our love in our hearts are still clinching on tighty,
no matter what,
we are still gonne be together,
that are still gonna have lunch together(:
Gd luck CLASSMATES for ur next future life in sec 3, rmb to study hard and not to talk in class k?
Rmb , no matter what , we are still goin to be bonded and not be seperated(:
GD LUCK! (dun leave us faizal ): )
Gonna be same class as olvia nxt year, which is 3A (:
glad that some of them still stay but most of them are gonna move down to 3B,
thinking back of it, i still cant bare to leave 2A ):
05-43 ( elle, yuan min, janelle and tabitha)
ROOMIEssssss(:
the ones that are always cool in the room(:
GONNA FREAKING MISS THE FREAKING 4 BEDDER ROOM!
thxs ppl for being my roomates,
never stop to waste electricity(:
and snatching toilet from the rest!
haha...
U GUYS ARE SUPERB!
saying bout room,
IYSC WE ARE GOIN TO STAY AT LEVEL 5(: (our lvl)
elle: hey u know iysc we staying at lvl 5 le.
me: lvl 5? wait... sounds familiar! have we stay at lvl 5 before?
elle: EH, u are staying at it!
me: OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ELLE= FOREVER TIRED AND TOILET SNATCHER!
YUAN MIN= FOREVER BLUR AND NOISY!
TAB=FOREVER TALKATIVE AND JABBER!
JANELLE=FOREVER KIASU AND STAYING OVERNIGHT!
thxs roomiesss...for being such a great roomates(:
and thxs room for being such a quiet room for us to chit chat and sleep(:
will visit 05-43 during IYSC!!! (:
JAN dun go lah , stay here(:
we will miss u damn badly):
WANNA say thxs to my basketball partner(:
haha...
he is like taller than me but lose me 29: 30 (:
haha!
YESSSSSAR , free movie ticket!
thxs for playing with me whenever i'm free,
this is how we can spend time together playing basketball and a cool frien to play with(:
THXS <3
dun forget that u are treating me movie hor(: haha!
SAYING SO MUCH THANK U IN THIS POST,
i'm tired,
haha(:
goin seoul garden 2 morrow for another netball outing...
hmmmmmmm.... stomach gonna grow fat 2 morrow):
gd luck friends for ur future journey,
rmb dun go to the wrong road!
will see u nxt year(:
Friday, November 13, 2009
the crazy silence.
SCARS FROM ULCER ):
EXAMS OVER!!!!
SLACKING WEEKKKK!!
one more week to holiday man , haha(:
TIME FLIESS.....
cant bare to leave my room
since exams is over, now in the class, we are watching movies and stuff(:
haha!
Trainings are non-stop now,
have to really work hard on trainings now!
AS IYSC is just around the corner(:
WD? wing defender? wing defender?
feel wierd playing this new position...
man, coach really must do this ah?
welll, yuan min, u just have to move on and play it ba(:
STUDENT RETREAT (:
woooootss , student retreat this week, haha(:
movies maranthon for student retreat..
supposed to watch 3 movies, but ended up with 2 movies):
but ITS OKAY(:
at least we had fun...
movies was alright... horror and comedy(:
DRAG ME TO HELL , its really shocking and thrilling show..
i spend the whole day hiding at amanina's and beverly's back(:
and using my hoody to cover my eyes(:
CANT WATCH HORROR MOVIE , i'm not up to it (: haha.
2A CREATURES 0'9! <3
Friday, November 6, 2009
the crazy silence.
LIKE 3 FREAKING BIG ULCERS IN MY MOUTH THIS WEEK!
Man , it was so painful , i couldnt eat properly , couldnt talk properly, couldnt train well, couldnt study well, couldnt drink properly, couldnt brush my teeth properly!
Those 3 ulcers i got , just sucks big time this weeK! , it's damn pain ):
so i struggled all the way to put salt on my ulcers and bonjela! OUCH!
having those ulcers in my mouth , i have to frown every morning and every time when my germs in the ulcers suddenly bite me): and i have to keep my mouth shut too , hais..):
so hard without having the chance to talk): HATE ULCERS!
YUAN MIN U BETTER HYDRATE WELL BEFORE GETTING ANOTHER ULCERS!
HAD Chinese and math paper this week..
Thought chinese gonna be difficult , but well , NOPE(: haha!
DUN EVEN TALK BOUT MATH! , i'm speechless , the paper freak me out!
actually the question they asked was not too bad , but i was like STUCK!
I was like suffering when i'm doin the math paper lo ,
DONT KNOW WHO SET THE AIR-CON TEMPERATURE TILL SO COLD~~~~!!!!
lucky i brought my jacket(:
my teeth were fighting all long lo.... ARGHHHHH..
OKAY, i promise myself , after my last paper , science, i have to concentrate more on sports alr , i MUST TRAIN HARD FROM NOW ON!!! GO YUAN MIN , U CAN DO IT(:
PREPARE FOR UR IYSC COMING UP MAN...
FREAK , I'M KINDA STRESS NOW , SO MUST GO AND DE----- STRESS MYSELF NOW!(:
HEHE.... SST(: (ppl puts ur hands up) (: haha!
cheer up KOH KOH(: i know u can do it<3
Sunday, November 1, 2009
the crazy silence.
Another month has just passed(:
haha!
and yeah , soon exams are coming~~
Love the halloween party last night at elle's house...
we went to the americans school nearby bungalows and 2-3 storeys high landed property to collect sweets(:
THE AMOUNT of sweets we collected was crazy , i think those sweets can last for months man(: HAHA!
we were all drenched goin around collecting sweets lo , its like raining+ thunder+lighting(:
and the rain is quite heavy so our make ups were like ruin or something ! haha(:
we took like 1hr and 30 mins to go around every single houses to collect sweets in the estate , can u imagine how big the estate are ? haha!
ITS KILLER! but with sweets , we didnt complain(:
I love the way i am now <3
Goin back alone to school later..
THIS IS GOIN TO BE MY FIRST TIME GOIN TO SCH MYSELF(:
haha!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
the crazy silence.
Must i really have the basic principal of accounting in order to study what i want?
that compulsory?
should i just give up my dream?or should i not?
Maybe what ms ong said was right,everyone is meant to try out diff things and we are live to explore things around us!
Maybe i should just give up! Maybe god thinks that i'm not suit to be one.
Surprisely , i was quite homesick this week, felt like i really wanna get out of this stress school and stay at home to rest my eyes and to listen to my own musics on my bed(: really miss home...
Studying like one mad dog now, its really quite stress if u are studying like a mad dog and trying to balance with another tough training coming. its really hard! well , i have to get used to it anw, no choice.
training was not too bad this week(interval increased to 12!) friendly with AIS on thurs(:
then... FINALLY ! we had a rest on friday , like totally no training(: at least coach understands how stress we are(:
BEEP TEST AND YOYO TEST for me this week was quite depressing and dissapointing for me...
the only thing that i'm satisfied was sit and reach(:.. which is like 40 plus? (:
at least i improved quite alot.
WELLL , THIS week of school totally suck! just sucks..
DUN CARE , later i'm gonna enjoy myself and party the whole night at elle's house!
i really cant get the stress out of my head.
Only u ppl can make the stress get out of my head, when u ppl sing that song(:
night.
