that compulsory?
should i just give up my dream?or should i not?
Maybe what ms ong said was right,everyone is meant to try out diff things and we are live to explore things around us!
Maybe i should just give up! Maybe god thinks that i'm not suit to be one.
Surprisely , i was quite homesick this week, felt like i really wanna get out of this stress school and stay at home to rest my eyes and to listen to my own musics on my bed(: really miss home...
Studying like one mad dog now, its really quite stress if u are studying like a mad dog and trying to balance with another tough training coming. its really hard! well , i have to get used to it anw, no choice.
training was not too bad this week(interval increased to 12!) friendly with AIS on thurs(:
then... FINALLY ! we had a rest on friday , like totally no training(: at least coach understands how stress we are(:
BEEP TEST AND YOYO TEST for me this week was quite depressing and dissapointing for me...
the only thing that i'm satisfied was sit and reach(:.. which is like 40 plus? (:
at least i improved quite alot.
WELLL , THIS week of school totally suck! just sucks..
DUN CARE , later i'm gonna enjoy myself and party the whole night at elle's house!
i really cant get the stress out of my head.
Only u ppl can make the stress get out of my head, when u ppl sing that song(:
night.
