Friday, October 1, 2010
the crazy silence.
Hey~ Listen....
I got to say what's on my mind,
Something about here just doesn't seem right these days,
Life keeps getting in this way,
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged,
Its so hard to say but i gotta do what's best for me,
You all will be okay,
I've to move on and be who i am,
I just don't belong here,
I hope u all understand!
We might find a place in the world someday,
But at least for now,
I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY~ i'm sorry....
I have been very tired and stress these days.
I've definetly talk lesser now.
I have been staying up late everyday to STUDY!
Sometimes i just wanna swim down to the underwater and stay like a SPONGEBOB!
They probably wont have any stress down there.
But of course its impossible.....
I always thought that academic will probably be the most important now,
But they are just BULLSHIT, i still have to go back for morning trng everyday!
Endurance training somemore!
What's the point of giving us a break when i have to come back to school for classes everyday?!
Why can't we just have school instead of the one week holiday?!

You keep thinking that i'm quiet now,
What am i supposed to do?!
People are all fading away from me because of STUDIES!
Even i feel like a lost soul!